I stared out strong today! Good breakfast. Then I came to work.

Sigh.

I think my job is a HUGE part of my eating problem. This past weekend I was busy and active. One rather GIGANTIC poor food choice – an Uno’s chocolate peanut butter cup – because I ate almost the entire thing and it turns out it’s more than my calorie consumption should be for the entire day. It was good, but not almost 1800 calories good. It’s appalling really. Now I’ve depressed myself by looking it up. Damn Unos!!

I get to work and I fall apart. Thank god we don’t have lots events this week which means lots of cookies and brownies. They’re not even that good, but that doesn’t stop me from consuming larges quantities of them.

I had a phone interview for a job I would LOVE last week. She’s making the decision for the second round of interviews this week. It went really well – it’s in the field I want to work in, in the city I want to be in, challenging work and a decent salary. And I will be miserable if I don’t get a call back OR if I do get a call back. I drive myself crazy. I want change but it scares me and there’s something about the comfortableness of my job I hate and my body I hate…..